A Milestone!!

As of this morning I am officially missing 10% of myself. I've lost it, and I'd rather not find it again. 21.2 pounds of me is gone. If you're doing your math, then that means I started out in May at 212. I do have quite a ways to go, but this was the first "mini-goal" I had set for myself, and I have reached it. Yesterday I started on the last week of the "Believing God" series by Beth Moore. I'm just getting things checked off my honey-do list left and right! (If you're a new blog reader, you'll have to go back a few weeks to figure out that one.)

I mentioned yesterday about getting out fabrics to make gifts for friends that are expecting. I will expand on that a little bit. For the last several years I have been making rag quilts for several of my friends that have had babies. Sometimes this is hard for me to do. No, the quilts aren't hard to make. But the process of making a gift for a child coming into someone else's life while my arms are still empty can be hard. This is something I NEED to do though. It is as much for me as it is for them. I need to take my eyes off of my own circumstances and celebrate the blessing in other's lifes. It's a healing thing for me. I haven't been able to do that since we lost our baby earlier this year. I finally feel like I am in a place that I can do that again. At least for today.

Praise God from whom all blessings flow! Thank you LORD that you are sufficient to meet my needs. You know my hurts each day. You know that some days it's hard for me to be happy about a baby when I so badly miss our little one with you in heaven, but you are always there to hold me up. Thank you! Amen.