The Great Playhouse Build of 2011--we have walls

Well, a couple of them anyway.

I woke up early this morning.  Emma did not.  Emma usually doesn't.  Now that I'm home full time, this works well for me.  I'm not a morning person.  But since I was up, I decided to get to work in the garage.  I had thought about painting the rails that I have built.  But The more I thought about it, I decided to go ahead and finish out a couple of walls.  The plan is now to build the whole playhouse, dry fit it in the room, then take it back out to the garage and paint it and bring it back to her room and do the final assembly.

So, today while Em slept in this morning, and then again while she napped this afternoon I got the back wall, and the two side walls of the stairway.  I have the front wall and rail to build, and the end wall and rail.  I'm well past half done--with the building at least. 

side wall of stairs-with modification so the window is not blocked.

side wall and back wall

both stairway walls built.

I will probably not have any progress on it for a few days.

Thoughts on the blog header

A couple of months ago I did a bit of a blog remodel.  I made the background and header from scratch.  I did more changes, but messed something up and had to throw them out.  I never re-did the changes.  But that is neither here nor there. 

So, the blog header...  Hubby said it looks like Emma is levitating.  She is meant to look like she is sitting in the grass.  What do you think??

The Great Playhouse Build of 2011--not much new to report

I've been a bit under the weather for a couple of days, so I haven't made much progress in the Great Playhouse Build of 2011. But after Em went to sleep tonight, I got out and got quite a few cuts done. Nothing really picture worthy since my blog post a few days ago. But hopefully things will start taking a bit more shape in the next couple of days!

Tomorrow I hope to put some paint on the 3 rails that are assembled.  My dad will be giving me a bit of a doweling tutorial sometime soon for the remaining two rails.  I may just have this thing together in the next couple of weeks.  I think a good few days of work would suffice if I weren't working around the schedule of a toddler.  But my job is to be with Emma.  No better job in the world :)

Teeth!!!

Ugh... anyone have some great teething advice for the 2 year molars. That's right, I said 2 year molars! Emma prefers to do teething in spurts. She will go a couple of months with no activity, and then WHAM! Get 6 teeth in a few weeks. Since around Christmas time, all 4 canine teeth have broken through, bringing her up to 16 teeth.

This week she has whined throughout the night EVERY night. I noticed she was chewing on her finger a lot. I can't get my finger back to the back molars, for long without getting bit HARD by SHARP new teeth, but I'm pretty sure I felt some bumpies back there. Nothing cutting through yet though. Poor girl. I did some reading and the molars of course are always the hardest, and it's often worse at night because they aren't busy and distracted. She didn't fuss much with her first molars. I just don't know what to do to help her at night. I got her some teethifiers. But those won't help while she's trying to sleep. One of the teethifiers is pretty funky looking, but she seems to really like it.

Some Video Fun

Here is some random video. Emma is at such a fun age. She's also developing a bit of sassy attitude... But she's still fun! I thank God everyday that I get to be in her life!

The Great Playhouse Build of 2011--getting started

I didn't get very far in my year in review, did I? I'm still going to... I have a way of over extending myself. I did a lot of that around Christmas. I did projects galore. There's another project that's been stewing in my head for months. I took the leap this week and started it. It's probably going to take several weeks for me to finish. From this point forward, this project will be known as The Great Playhouse Build of 2011.

So this past fall I was introduced to Ana-White.com  I LOVE Ana-White.com  I've done several small projects, and I've posted pictures of some of them here.  Right around the time I started following her website, Ana posted plans for a Playhouse Loft Bed with Storage Stairs. 

 Before you even go there--yes, I know Emma is far too young for a loft bed.  I've tried to convince myself to wait a few years to build this.  But I can't get it out of my mind!  So I've rationalized reasoned with myself and came up with this.  Emma's bedroom used to be the spare room, with a spare bed.  I set up the nursery while we were in the home study process last year.  I had no idea when we would become parents, so I incorporated the spare bed into the nursery decor.  The bed came in handy throughout her first year during her sleepless nights, so one of us could care for her on one side of the house, and the other could sleep in relative peace on the other side of the house.  There was also the occasional co-sleeping when she was having a bad night.  Now, however, she will have nothing to do with that.  If someone is in her room with her, that must mean it's playtime!  If someone is laying down next to her they must be climbed!  It becomes a game--defeating the purpose of trying to settle her and get some sleep for the both of us.

Our living room is becoming over-run with Emma's toys.  With the crib, dresser, rocking chair, and spare bed in her room, there isn't room for much else.  Her changing table is in the closet just to save on space.  The logical thing to do would be to remove the spare bed, right?  But what do I do with it?  I really don't want to store it in the garage or shed.  I don't care how well I wrap it, I think that's asking for mice or some other nastiness to ruin the bed.  It's a nice mattress.  I really don't want to get rid of it.  Then if I get rid of it, in a couple of years when she's ready for a big bed, then we have to go buy a new mattress.  I hate to do that when we have a perfectly good one now!  (Can you hear the rationalizing reasoning?)

So, she can't use the loft bed now, but she can certainly use the playhouse, right?  And I can store the mattress in the loft of the playhouse.  Sounds like a plan, right?  This is what I've convinced myself.  I don't know why this has been occupying so much of my mind.  I really don't.  It keeps me awake at night.  I must build it.  Then I get ideas.  To save floor space in her room, I'm going to cut out on the end and slide her dresser under it, and build it into the piece.  Then next to that, I can do a little bookshelf.  We have nowhere for storing books right now.  The plans are for a twin size bed, but the mattress we have is full size.  So that requires some modification of the plans.  Because the whole thing is wider, I'm going to add a 4th step to the storage stairs.  Instead of making it a 36 deep flip up storage, I'm going to instead make it a little closet from the inside of the playhouse... maybe for putting dress-up clothes.  Emma loves doors these days.  So I'm going to put a little half door on the front.  I think she'll love it!  I read someone else who built it said she hung little white lights on the inside of it.  Doesn't that sound fun?  I'm thinking maybe rope light.  Oooh, and I'm picturing little shutters next to the window (although I'm not sure there will be room--the window will have to be smaller to make room for the dresser.)  Oh, and a little windowbox with fake flowers.  I have JUST the flowers.  Many many moons ago, like maybe 10 years ago, I was in Bath and Bodyworks.  In the clearance bin they had some super-cute flat metal flowers.  I think they were from a display or something.  I bought several of them hoping to put them in my little girl's room someday.  I'm going to have to dig those out and see if I can make them work.  See what I mean?  I've been stewing about this for months!

I'm guessing this project is going to cost about $250.  That sounds like a lot.  That is a lot.  Ana's website used to be called Knock-Off Wood.  The reason for this is that most of her plans are knock-offs of other way more expensive pieces.  When Ana was making the plans, she used a Pottery Barn bed for inspiration.  From what I can find, Pottery Barn no longer sells the bed, but it looks like it was $1099 plus $175 for delivery, and it didn't have the storage stairs!  Isn't that crazy??  Yowsa!  What I'm making will be far more custom.

So here's what I've accomplished so far.  Friday I painted the 1/2 the wainscot in her room.  I wanted to do it soon, and decided I should do it before I start putting the playhouse in there.  I dislike painting!  I've purchased a fair amount of the lumber.  Because of the $ involved, I'm purchasing things in stages instead of all at once.  The work I do on this has to be around Emma's schedule. So pretty much while she is sleeping, or when Mark is home and not otherwise occupied.  I do need to work on limiting it to mostly while she is sleeping though.  Friday night I started on the shortest segment of the railing.  That was another modification I made-I decided I wanted higher railing around the bed.  I may regret this later when it comes time to change sheets... 

Here is Emma testing the strength of my construction.  It's rotated sideways here, so it looks like more of a ladder than a railing, but you get the idea.

 Once I had the visual of the shortest segment of railing, I felt confident in cutting the rest of the rail slats.

Gotta love the safety equipment--I got myself some rockin' cool safety glasses!

Then I got the longest segment of railing done--the back wall.  I'm pleased with my progress this weekend.  I don't know that I'll do any work on it tomorrow.  Monday I hope to get some more railing built, and painted.  The playhouse is built one wall at a time.  So I'm hoping that I can do most of the painting in the garage, and bring it in and only have to do minor touchup once it's fully assembled.

Year in Review - February

Emma girl is still keeping us up at night.  Last weekend we gave up, and decided to make use of the awake time, and went to Wal-Mart at 1:30 am.  She was finally asleep by the time we got home.  She’s had a crazy appetite again, but I’ve noticed it drop off a bit in the last few days.  She’s REALLY grown this last month.  I took her for her 4 month well-baby visit on January 25, and she was just under 14 pounds.  She had crossed 2 lines on the growth chart in both height and weight.  She’s now pretty much right in the middle.

This month also brought her first cold.  I took her to the doctor on Feb 1, and she had gained 2/3 of a pound since the week before!  They said her lungs sounded great, and her ears were clear.  It was just a virus and it had to run its course.  I called after a week and they said to bring her back in.  Same thing, great lungs, clear ears, let it run its course.  Another week later we were back at the doctor.  This time we left with a prescription for amoxicillin.  She seems to be doing better, but has spent most of the month sleeping in the baby swing to keep her more upright.  In those 3 weeks, even being sick, she gained almost 2 pounds.  I’ve noticed that her clothes are starting to get a bit snug on her.  It's finally time to pull out the 3-6 month clothes, and even some of the 6-9.  She’s a growing girl!

She still doesn’t sit up unassisted for more than a couple of seconds before tipping over.  But really when given the opportunity to sit up, she generally makes her body stiff so that she can stand.  That’s where the action is.  She LOVES to stand up.  She holds pretty much all of her own weight, she just needs balance.  She’s starting to teethe.  Anything she gets her hands on (bib, clothes, blankets, toys, my clothes, my hair, etc) goes into her mouth in a flash.  She loves to suck on wash cloths.  She’s now eating oatmeal baby cereal, sweet potatoes, carrots, and pears.

Emma loves to smile and giggle.  She loves kisses and snuggles.  She doesn’t like it when she thinks she is alone.  She still yells a lot, but it doesn’t all sound mad now.  She likes to “sing” along with music, and she enjoys when we sing to her.  She still loves her bath time, but tolerates showers with me when we are in a hurry.

Year in Review - January

Because of the long blogging absence, I'm going to be doing a series of "Year in Review" posts about what has been going on in our lives over the last year.  As part of our open adoption agreement we send monthly update letters to our adoption agency to be given to Emma's birth parents should they want an update.  In January I started keeping copies of those.  (Why oh why didn't I keep them all along?)  I also keep all of our digital photos of Em divided up by month for easier backing up.  So hopefully the year in review won't be a huge task :)

January - 2010

New Years day brought Emma’s first giggle.  It was so sweet!  We were in a hotel in Boise, I was getting her ready for bed, and kissing on her cheeks and neck and she let out a giggle.  I did it again a couple of times, and she giggled too.  She didn't do it again for several weeks after that. 

She found her thumb.  It's SO sweet!!  She has started realizing she has control of her hands, and is reaching out to grasp things.  She puts her bib in her mouth all the time.  She loves to make spit bubbles.  She can sit up with assistance, and stay up without assistance for a few seconds before falling over.  She hasn’t had much interest in rolling over yet, but when she’s lying on her back, she’ll kick and kick until she’s almost turned herself in a circle.  She doesn’t mind tummy time as much as she used to.  She doesn’t enjoy it at all, but she tolerates it.  She enjoys kisses and snuggles.

I’m guessing she had a growth spurt recently.  It seemed she had a hollow leg, and we couldn’t get enough food down her!  During that time, she tried oatmeal baby cereal for the first time.  She didn’t know what I was doing to her, and she didn’t like it, but within a couple of days she got the hang of it.  She’s now eating it with sweet potatoes mixed in.  I weighed her to have info for our 4 month post placement visit.  She weighed 13.2 pounds, and was 24 inches long.

Silly little girl recognizes the camera now, and doesn't care one bit for it.  I think it's because she knows the flash is coming...  She can have the biggest smile on her face, but when she sees the camera she gets the "deer-in-the-headlights" look.  So many pictures this month she has the same sober expression on her face.

Can we build it? YES WE CAN!

I've become a HUGE fan of Ana-White.com formerly known as Knock Off Wood.  Ana is a stay at home mom who has started creating DIY furniture plans. She has a huge variety of hundreds of different plans.  Many items are Pottery Barn inspired.

I'm a fairly handy person.  I'm crafty.  I love to create.  Whether it's from wood, paper, camera, computer, fabric, yard... you get the idea.  So Ana's site is right up my alley.  I've built a few basic things before, and Mark and I built our fence in our back yard.  I love DIY projects.

 It's a dirty job... But I love it! 

My first project was this set of stacking cubes.  I'm a bit of a perfectionist.  They are not perfect.  So I got a little discouraged, and distracted.  They are close to being finished, but they are in the garage... There will be five total cubes.  One stack of two and one stack of three.

My next project was a step stool for Emma.  She isn't getting a lot of use out of it yet.  It has built in storage under the top step.  She loves to open and close it.  I have used it to get her closer to the sink to wash her hands.  I can see it being more useful in the future though.  I still need to decorate it.

Then I decided on the next project.  (Are you getting that I'm out of control here?) I made a table that was a modification/combination of a couple of different Ana plans. I made it smaller so Emma can use it now.  I'm very happy with how it turned out.  She really likes it.

I'm going to make another chair for her and modify it so there are arms on the chair to help keep her from falling over.  I've got the lumber in the garage, just need to get out there and build it!

I have a funny story about the paint.  Now that we are a one income family, budget is very important.  I'm going to be redecorating Em's room to be pink and brown.  I had a gallon of white paint that I bought on clearance last year for something else, then didn't end up using it.  Then last month I was browsing the "oops" paint at Home Depot (an Ana White recommendation) and saw a pint of red paint.  I didn't have anything to make with the red paint, but hey, it's $1.00 and she's always talking about mixing up her own crazy custom colors, so why not?  So, think back to your elementary days... what do red and white make?  You got it!  PINK!!
I mixed up the paint for that table with my red and white paint in a pickle jar and stirred it with a chop stick.  Some times ya gotta make due with what you have.  I think it turned out quite well!!

My current project is a Christmas gift.  Since the recipient is too young to be reading blogs, I can talk about it here (as long as her mom doesn't show her a picture).  It's a doll bed.  The plans for this bed are modeled after the most downloaded plan from Ana's website, The Farmhouse Bed.  I must admit, it's very cute.  I may have to make myself a farmhouse bed.  This one is still a work in progress.  I built it today.  I still have to sand, fill holes, sand again, prime and paint.  It will be painted "Pickle Jar Pink." Then I will make bedding for it.  I believe I have scraps of fabric so the quilt will be free.  I have foam for a mattress.  It's designed for an 18" doll. So she can use it for awhile.  This gift will have a large investment of time, but not much money at all.  I think that makes it even more special.  I'll try to remember to post a picture when it's complete.

Snow day

Three years ago I  made snowman kits to give to friends and family as gifts.  A snowman kit is wooden eyes, carrot nose, pipe, buttons, and carrot all on wooden dowels to poke into the snowman, and a fleece scarf.  All of these things are in a cute little burlap bag that I personalized.  I had extra supplies so I sold some through a forum I participate in as well as on ebay.  A co-worker wanted a bunch of them for her family, so I ordered more supplies.  She never came through.  So I boxed up the stuff and forgot about it.  My sister called a couple of weeks ago and asked how much it would be to make some more snowman kits for her to give to some people.  This reminded me that I had a bunch of supplies boxed up.  I dug through the boxes, and I found two kits, packaged and ready to mail.  I don't remember what happened, but I must have had an order fall through or something.  Tears came to my eyes when I saw the personalized name on one of the bags.  This was three years ago. God knew all along.

So, early last week I went to Once Upon a Child to look for a snowsuit and boots for Emma.  I succeeded in getting her a jacket, a snowsuit that looked brand new, and a hat all for $12.00.  I love a good deal!!  They didn't have boots her size.

Friday night, before I went to bed I looked outside to it had been snowing, and looked like it was starting to stick.  I immediately wanted to go to Wal-mart and get some boots so we could play in the snow in the morning.  It was quite late at night (or rather--early in the morning) so a trip to Wal-mart wasn't all to practical, so I went to bed.  Emma was still sleeping when I woke up, so I left Mark home with Em, and I went to get some snow boots.

We had a busy day ahead of us, and Emma was going to my sister's house for the afternoon.  This was the first time Emma had been with anyone but Mark or I since the end of August.  My mom had mentioned that the kids wanted to build a snowman.  I wanted so badly to be the one to build her first snowman with her.  So we hurried up and made it happen.  We all bundled up and went outside.  It did my heart good.  These are the memories I waited so long to start making.  I want to cry now just thinking about it.

Get ready for a blogging overload!

I've been gone too long.  I know, I know, I've said it before.  Let's see if I can get back into the habit!  I post everything on facebook these days.  But I know at one time I had several followers that were not facebook friends.  I haven't blogged regularly in so long, it's doubtful that anyone will even see this stuff for a few months, but I'm going to work this week on doing some "Year in Review" posts.

I even redecorated the blog for the occasion. :)  For now I have a princess whining in her crib.  I guess no early nap today.

Vacation scrapbook

I had a coupon for a free photo book. I thought I had till the end of the month to use it. I looked at it it yesterday, and saw that it expired today! So I had to hurry and scramble to get something put together. I see lots of things I would have changed if I had more time, but I got in just under the wire!

Click here to view this photo book larger

What's new?

Well, we've had some big changes in our house.  Where do I begin?  I guess we can start with the blogging absence.  My most recent blogging absence coincides directly with my return to full time work after Emma was born.  I was new at my job when we learned we had been chosen to adopt Emma.  My employer was amazing to work with in the time after Emma was born.  They gave me as much time as I needed before returning to work full time.  This was above and beyond, because they were not required to give me a single minute off as a new employee.  I was set to return to work full time on December 1. I struggled with going back to work and putting Emma in daycare.  I reviewed our budget.  I just couldn't see a way to make it without my income.  So back to work I went.

I really enjoyed my job.  It was a good fit for me.  Emma was in a great daycare three days a week that she loved.  They were taking good care of her.  The daycare was very close to my office.  The other two work days, I took her to my mom's house in the neighboring town.  Who could take better care of her than grandma?  My boss was great to let me come into work an hour late on the days I took her to my  mom's house, so I didn't have to leave so early in the morning.  What a great boss is that?

So everything is great, right? Well, mostly.  Except there were things that fell behind while I wasn't working full time.  So I would spend time catching up on one project.  While others fell behind.  Then I would move on to something else.  Then as with many small children in daycare, Emma got sick.  Over. and over. and over. again.  So here I am, torn.  I don't want to miss work and fall any further behind.  But this is my baby girl, and she needs me.  Or at least I feel like she needs me.  Maybe it was me that needed to be with her?  Then there's the house.  The only time the house was really cleaned was when we had a visit planned with the adoption agency case worker.  And my marriage.  Not that my marriage was bad, but it sure wasn't getting the attention it deserved.

As the months went by, I started getting very anxious and emotional.  It felt like I was living in a house of cards.  Like everything was going to fall down around me.  There was a constant feeling of impending doom.  I thought maybe it was the fact that Emma's adoption was not yet finalized, and some hiccups we were running into with the adoption agency.  However Emma's adoption was finalized in May.  The anxiety continued.  It got to the point that I broke down and called my doctor to explore the possibility of anti-depressants. 

Shortly after I took that step, I went to a Pampered Chef party at a friends house.  There was a lady there that I had never met.  I don't even remember what she spoke of exactly.  But she was talking about being a stay at home mom.  And how even when it looks like they aren't going to make it financially, God always meets their needs, and it is worth every sacrifice they make for her to be there to raise their children.  I told her that was my hope in another year or so when the adoption expenses are payed off.

I came home, started praying.  We did some creative financing, and within a couple of weeks had paid off the car and a couple of other smaller bills.  I started composing my letter of resignation.  The cloud over me started to lift.  Then Emma got sick again.  My boss told me I didn't need to be at work.  However I couldn't let myself get any further behind at work.  There was one thing I needed to get done.  I thought it would take no more than half a day, and I would go home to be with my girl.  Eleven hours later, I was leaving the office.  I was so upset that I had let that happen.  My daughter needed me, and I was at work for 11 hours!  I was bawling.  I came home that night and talked it over with Mark.  There simply wasn't enough of me to go around.  As much as I liked my job, and felt dedicated to it, it shouldn't be at the expense of my daughter, my marriage or my home.

July 2 I turned in a 30 day notice.  My boss tried to find other ways that I could do both, and spend more time with my daughter.  I really felt like I needed to just be at home with Emma for now.  Maybe I will find a way to work from home later.  But for now, I just need to be Emma's mom and Mark's wife.  Then she asked if I would be flexible with that 30 day notice while they looked for a replacement.  There were a couple of different replacements chosen that didn't work out.  So my 30 day notice got a lot closer to 60 days.  But last week I finished out my job.  I put in some LONG hours as I approached the end.  I'm glad I did.  I feel good about it.  I didn't get to everything I wanted to.  But I did what I could.

Now I'm home with my girl.  Who is sick.  Again.  Good thing I had no pressure to figure out what to do with her so I could go to work today.  I just stayed home with her.  I'm feeling good, and didn't end up with anti-depressants or anti-anxiety meds.  I've also had eczema on my hands for about a year and a half that has cleared up on it's own now.  How cool is that!?  I do miss my co-workers, and the individuals they provide support services for, but that doesn't compare to being with Emma.  I know eventually I'll look for some time to myself.  We'll cross that bridge when we get there.  For now I'm happy.

That's what's new here.  Next time I'll post pictures.  You're not going to believe this, but Emma is fast approaching one year old!  She's walking and jabbering.  I love this girl!!
 

I interrupt this blogging absence...

I interrupt this blogging absence to say a happy birthday to my Mama Lucy in heaven.  

(Yes, the baby that looks like a boy is me)

Depending on your level of Niki knowledge, you may or may not know about Mama Lucy.  So for those of you who don't know, please allow me to introduce you to my first mom, Lucille Sharon.  Mama Lucy passed away when she was 24 years old after a battle with cancer, leaving me to be raised by her sister, now my mom.  (Got the connections?  Clear as mud?  Good.)

Tuesday, September 7, would have been her 54th birthday.   I will be the first to tell you I had a great childhood.  I was raised in a wonderful, loving family by great parents.  But oh how there are days that I wish she could see.  I so wish she could have seen me graduate from high school, or get married, or meet my little Emma Lucille.  Thankfully I know the day will come, that I will see her again.  But until then...  Happy birthday in Heaven Mama Lucy.



P.S. There have been some major changes in my life.  I can't promise that will mean more frequent blogging, but I'm fairly confident it will.  I'll be back to update on that in just a little bit.